it started off fairly normal. mike took me to pick up allys from chris. cept chris lived in my childhood house and my grandparents were there visiting. anyhoot. i went to chris and allys' room to collect allys and be on my way. but in the room just before their room was bob sleeping on a huge bed all cuddled up in a blanket. he murmured somethings and mostly we just ignored him. jacob vizelka showed up and chris coddled his face and told him that it had been too long. chris then pointed to a picture of jake on his wall. they proceeded to find chairs to sit down in. allys ignored me trying to play with all the people running rampant inside the house. i had to reach over bob to get the folding chairs and accidentally knocked into him. i apologized while he grumbled about it and handed the chair to jake. i collected allys' things and ended up in the livingroom. laura. laura was there. sitting boldly watching television. she watched me while i arranged allys' things in this tub i was carrying. i instructed allys to put her coat hat and gloves on. she again igored me. laura insulted my lazy parenting while i scuffed under my breath about how she has any right to say any thing. i then asked her how her pizza hut was last night. she got this wild eyed glare on and said something along the lines of knowing that she shouldn't have ordered from there. i finally got allys and all her things ready to go. as we were leaving my grandmother bumped into us. now mind you i had been inside for over an hour already. i told her i wasn't in any mood for conversation anymore. i told her it had nothing to do with her, and that i loved her. i also promised her i would call tomorrow. she seemed alright with that. we said our good-byes and she gave me a side hug. when i got to the vehicle which was parked some distance away i opened the sliding door on the side to an angry husband. he confronted me on why it had taken over an hour. i apologized and just glared back at him. allys attempted to sit in a cake pan as a substitute car seat. i quickly took action and handed her a magnadoodle to sit on and tapped her on the head with it. she tried to ignore me, but seeing as how angry i was i started in on her and she finally took the magnadoodle to sit on.
i woke up angry. i want to still hit laura. i can't stand that bitch. and considering i haven't actually spoken with her in many years just makes it worse...